{"id":1599,"date":"2017-08-23T08:33:23","date_gmt":"2017-08-23T13:33:23","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.henrydelrosario.com\/?p=1599"},"modified":"2017-09-08T10:05:03","modified_gmt":"2017-09-08T15:05:03","slug":"ambahan-about-sickness-and-death","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/www.henrydelrosario.com\/?p=1599","title":{"rendered":"Ambahan about sickness and death"},"content":{"rendered":"<figure id=\"attachment_1600\" aria-describedby=\"caption-attachment-1600\" style=\"width: 660px\" class=\"wp-caption aligncenter\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"size-large wp-image-1600\" src=\"http:\/\/www.henrydelrosario.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2017\/08\/DSLR-med-8352-965x1024.jpg\" alt=\"\" width=\"660\" height=\"700\" srcset=\"http:\/\/www.henrydelrosario.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2017\/08\/DSLR-med-8352-965x1024.jpg 965w, http:\/\/www.henrydelrosario.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2017\/08\/DSLR-med-8352-283x300.jpg 283w, http:\/\/www.henrydelrosario.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2017\/08\/DSLR-med-8352-768x815.jpg 768w, http:\/\/www.henrydelrosario.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2017\/08\/DSLR-med-8352-700x743.jpg 700w, http:\/\/www.henrydelrosario.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2017\/08\/DSLR-med-8352.jpg 1037w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 660px) 100vw, 660px\" \/><figcaption id=\"caption-attachment-1600\" class=\"wp-caption-text\">Baybayin script calligraphy: logographing \u201cdalisayan\u201d (fining-pot; \u1707\u170e\u1712\u1710\u170c) (\u00a9 2017 Henry Del Rosario)<\/figcaption><\/figure>\n<h2>Ambahan about sickness and death<\/h2>\n<p>In ancient, pre-Spanish Philippines, reading and writing were ubiquitious rather than for the elite or religious class. Writing was not for government texts or religious scripture but for personal letters and love poems. <a href=\"http:\/\/www.henrydelrosario.com\/?p=1486\">(more about Baybayin script here)<\/a><\/p>\n<p>An <a href=\"http:\/\/www.henrydelrosario.com\/?p=1516\">ambahan<\/a> is an indigineous Filipino poetic form of heptasyllable lines. Themes of this poetic form covered all stages of life, included sickness and death. This poem about death touched me as exquisite (Ambahan number 246 from Postma&#8217;s &#8220;Treasure of a Minority&#8221;):<\/p>\n<table>\n<tbody align=\"left\">\n<tr>\n<td><strong>Hanunoo-Mangyan:<\/strong><\/td>\n<td><strong>Tagalog:<\/strong><\/td>\n<td><strong>English<\/strong><br \/>\n<strong>(Postma&#8217;s translation):<\/strong><\/td>\n<\/tr>\n<tr>\n<td>Magkunkuno ti karadwa<br \/>\nKang kis-ab mag-iginan<br \/>\nGinan kang tipit lingban<br \/>\nApwan mambon mambu-nan<br \/>\nBabaw apnig bariwan<br \/>\nUd paway sa gihitan<br \/>\nHalaw nangitlagan wan<br \/>\nKasanggaling sa siknan<br \/>\nKahabog sa ulangan<br \/>\nTaghilyan di kumon wan<br \/>\nKang apwan sa humagan<br \/>\nManrikuyan manrigsan<br \/>\nSa danom magka-uman<br \/>\nBag-o paligbuyungan<br \/>\nKan bansay nag-abyagan<br \/>\nKan suyong nalan-ganan<\/td>\n<td>Taghoy ng kaluluwa:<br \/>\nKanina nang lumisan<br \/>\nSa dampa kong tahanan<br \/>\nKatawan ko&#8217;y naghihirap<br \/>\nSa banig na higaan<br \/>\nDi pa lumilisan<br \/>\nBalisang nagpaalam<br \/>\nPa-biling-biling naman<br \/>\nPakaliwa&#8217;t pakanan<br \/>\nSige na nga kung ganyan<br \/>\nAko na ay lilisan<br \/>\nLiligo sa hugasan<br \/>\nSa tubig dalisayan<br \/>\nSa bago kong hantungan<br \/>\nSa tabihan ni Amang<br \/>\nKapiling na si Inang!<\/td>\n<td>Says the soul remembering:<br \/>\nJust a while ago at home,<br \/>\nin the house I used to stay,<br \/>\nMy body was really bad,<br \/>\nlying sickly on the mat,<br \/>\nthough not ready yet to go.<br \/>\nScared to death I really was!<br \/>\nI was going to the right<br \/>\nand to left, back and forth!<br \/>\nSo confused I was that time!<br \/>\nNow, my body laid at rest,<br \/>\nfinally I took a bath<br \/>\nin the waters for the soul.<br \/>\nI am starting on my way<br \/>\nto the place my father went,<br \/>\n&amp; where mother joined him, too.<\/td>\n<\/tr>\n<\/tbody>\n<\/table>\n<h2>Fining-pot<\/h2>\n<p>Many ambahans begin with a &#8220;who is speaking&#8221; (magkunkuno) line. In this case it is the soul of one who recently died. The soul remembers his or her body becoming sick. It is unclear what the cause was however the moving of the body to the right and left, and back back and forth suggest convulsions from seizures or fever from an infection (or both). Confusion may also suggest delirium (which is very commonly seen in the sickest of patients in the hospital and ICU) as well as the emotional and spiritual distress that comes with dying.<\/p>\n<p>The poem then takes a turn (like <a href=\"https:\/\/en.wikipedia.org\/wiki\/Kireji\">kireji<\/a> or <a href=\"https:\/\/en.wikipedia.org\/wiki\/Volta_(literature)\">volta<\/a>) when the soul describes the body being buried. Postma translates the body &#8220;being laid at rest&#8221; and then taking a &#8220;bath in the waters for the soul.&#8221; I believe Postma, who married and lived among the Hanunoo (tribe in the Philippines), must have had further insight into the&nbsp;<em>meaning<\/em> of these lines. The Tagalog translation also took interesting choices in translation of the Hanunoo-Mangyan language.<\/p>\n<ul>\n<li>&#8220;lilisan&#8221;\n<ul>\n<li>According to multiple dictionaries: Lilis: (n) ruffle, fold, rolled sleeve; Lilisan: (v) to depart, to leave; Maglilis: (v) to tuck.<\/li>\n<\/ul>\n<\/li>\n<li>&#8220;tubig dalisayan&#8221;\n<ul>\n<li>Tubig unambiguously means water.<\/li>\n<li>According to multiple dictionaries:&nbsp;Dalisayan: (n) fining-pot;&nbsp;Dalisay: (adj) genuine, pure, clean, refined; Dalisayin: (v) to cleanse, to refine; Kadalisayan: (n) genuineness, purity, refinement.<\/li>\n<li>Postma translates the original Hanunoo-Mangyan language into &#8220;waters for the soul,&#8221; which again, probably is influenced by his real-life insight. This line makes me ask what exactly happened after the burial. Was it a burial cleaning? Was it a religious rite? Was it describing something more transcendent?<\/li>\n<\/ul>\n<\/li>\n<\/ul>\n<p>From the words given, &#8220;waters for the soul&#8221; has so many connotations to body, mind, and spirit. This led me to connect it to my own experiences.<\/p>\n<h2>Refiner&#8217;s Fire<\/h2>\n<p><a href=\"http:\/\/www.henrydelrosario.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2017\/08\/Refiners-fire1.png\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"aligncenter size-large wp-image-1607\" src=\"http:\/\/www.henrydelrosario.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2017\/08\/Refiners-fire1-1024x355.png\" alt=\"\" width=\"660\" height=\"229\" srcset=\"http:\/\/www.henrydelrosario.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2017\/08\/Refiners-fire1-1024x355.png 1024w, http:\/\/www.henrydelrosario.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2017\/08\/Refiners-fire1-300x104.png 300w, http:\/\/www.henrydelrosario.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2017\/08\/Refiners-fire1-768x266.png 768w, http:\/\/www.henrydelrosario.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2017\/08\/Refiners-fire1-700x243.png 700w, http:\/\/www.henrydelrosario.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2017\/08\/Refiners-fire1.png 1068w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 660px) 100vw, 660px\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p>The word &#8220;dalisayan&#8221; reminded of a verse from Malachi that describe&#8217;s God&#8217;s love for us as a &#8220;refiner&#8217;s fire&#8221; (&#8220;<a href=\"https:\/\/www.biblegateway.com\/passage\/?search=Malachi+3%3A+2-3&amp;version=ESV;ADB1905\">apoy ng mangdadalisay<\/a>&#8220;). God does not <a href=\"http:\/\/www.desiringgod.org\/messages\/he-is-like-a-refiners-fire\">indiscriminately destroy<\/a> but aims to purify and ultimately give us hope. If you read earlier in the book of Malachi, God begins with saying &#8220;<a href=\"https:\/\/www.biblegateway.com\/passage\/?search=Malachi+1&amp;version=ESV;ADB1905\">I have loved you<\/a>.&#8221; God&#8217;s aim is to complete his covenant of loving us, and part of that means to purify us.<\/p>\n<p>And we need to be purified. From the above ambahan, you see that the purification part is the turn of the poem. The tone changes from suffering into rejoicing with family. If the author of that poem removed the lines about purification, I believe the poem wouldn&#8217;t be as poetically successful. The author does not show a lack of transition between the soul dying and then reuniting with family. The author makes it a point that he was &#8220;purified&#8221; in a &#8220;fining-pot&#8221; before his family reunion. &#8220;Dalisayan&#8221; is a word that suggests something&nbsp;<em>more<\/em> than the cessation of physical sickness or suffering. Something changed that was <em>more<\/em> than death.<\/p>\n<p>A &#8220;fining-pot&#8221; or furnace, was used to melt metals and separate the gold or silver from the dross. &nbsp;Whatever you believe this &#8220;fining-pot&#8221; is in your life, it&#8217;s a beautiful thing, a poetic key\u2014 which is why I chose the word &#8220;dalisayan&#8221; to <a href=\"http:\/\/www.henrydelrosario.com\/?p=1540\">logograph into calligraphy<\/a>.<\/p>\n<h2>Logographing: Dalisayan<\/h2>\n<p>It was ridiculously fun figuring out a way to transform the Baybayin script of dalisayan into an aesthetic whole or <a href=\"http:\/\/www.henrydelrosario.com\/?p=1540\">Logogram&nbsp;(click for my definition)<\/a>. I am equally an amateur in translating Tagalog poetry as I am with calligraphy, but I find it so satisfying to learn day by day\u2014 the strokes, the strength, the pressure, the speed, and the spirit of the brush.<\/p>\n<p>Filipinos, as far as I know, do not have a history of calligraphy. They traditionally <a href=\"http:\/\/www.henrydelrosario.com\/?p=1516\">carved poetry on bamboo tubes or slates<\/a>. However, as weaknesses are tied to strengths\u2014 as an Asian-American and that I find ink and paper cool\u2014 in addition to the lack of history and precedent (that I know of)\u2014 I have the freedom to make the future of Baybayin script and calligraphy. Below is my work in transparency:<\/p>\n<figure id=\"attachment_1609\" aria-describedby=\"caption-attachment-1609\" style=\"width: 660px\" class=\"wp-caption aligncenter\"><a href=\"http:\/\/www.henrydelrosario.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2017\/08\/Dalisayan-work-0.jpg\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"size-large wp-image-1609\" src=\"http:\/\/www.henrydelrosario.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2017\/08\/Dalisayan-work-0-1024x361.jpg\" alt=\"\" width=\"660\" height=\"233\" srcset=\"http:\/\/www.henrydelrosario.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2017\/08\/Dalisayan-work-0-1024x361.jpg 1024w, http:\/\/www.henrydelrosario.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2017\/08\/Dalisayan-work-0-300x106.jpg 300w, http:\/\/www.henrydelrosario.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2017\/08\/Dalisayan-work-0-768x271.jpg 768w, http:\/\/www.henrydelrosario.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2017\/08\/Dalisayan-work-0-700x247.jpg 700w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 660px) 100vw, 660px\" \/><\/a><figcaption id=\"caption-attachment-1609\" class=\"wp-caption-text\">Transforming \u201cdalisayan\u201d (fining-pot; \u1707\u170e\u1712\u1710\u170c) from Baybayin script to logograph. The biggest jumps in aesthetic choices comes from the beginning as seen here in the lower left corner.<\/figcaption><\/figure>\n<figure id=\"attachment_1608\" aria-describedby=\"caption-attachment-1608\" style=\"width: 660px\" class=\"wp-caption aligncenter\"><a href=\"http:\/\/www.henrydelrosario.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2017\/08\/Dalisayan-work-1.jpg\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"size-large wp-image-1608\" src=\"http:\/\/www.henrydelrosario.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2017\/08\/Dalisayan-work-1-1024x768.jpg\" alt=\"\" width=\"660\" height=\"495\" srcset=\"http:\/\/www.henrydelrosario.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2017\/08\/Dalisayan-work-1-1024x768.jpg 1024w, http:\/\/www.henrydelrosario.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2017\/08\/Dalisayan-work-1-300x225.jpg 300w, http:\/\/www.henrydelrosario.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2017\/08\/Dalisayan-work-1-768x576.jpg 768w, http:\/\/www.henrydelrosario.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2017\/08\/Dalisayan-work-1-700x525.jpg 700w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 660px) 100vw, 660px\" \/><\/a><figcaption id=\"caption-attachment-1608\" class=\"wp-caption-text\">Transforming \u201cdalisayan\u201d (fining-pot; \u1707\u170e\u1712\u1710\u170c) from Baybayin script to logograph. It may all look the same, but I am working on overall composition but also choices in line length, thickness, speed, hardness. The most liberally transformed alphasyllable is &#8220;sa&#8221; (\u1710).<\/figcaption><\/figure>\n<figure id=\"attachment_1610\" aria-describedby=\"caption-attachment-1610\" style=\"width: 660px\" class=\"wp-caption aligncenter\"><a href=\"http:\/\/www.henrydelrosario.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2017\/08\/DSLR-med-8355.jpg\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"size-large wp-image-1610\" src=\"http:\/\/www.henrydelrosario.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2017\/08\/DSLR-med-8355-1024x941.jpg\" alt=\"\" width=\"660\" height=\"607\" srcset=\"http:\/\/www.henrydelrosario.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2017\/08\/DSLR-med-8355-1024x941.jpg 1024w, http:\/\/www.henrydelrosario.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2017\/08\/DSLR-med-8355-300x276.jpg 300w, http:\/\/www.henrydelrosario.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2017\/08\/DSLR-med-8355-768x706.jpg 768w, http:\/\/www.henrydelrosario.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2017\/08\/DSLR-med-8355-700x643.jpg 700w, http:\/\/www.henrydelrosario.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2017\/08\/DSLR-med-8355.jpg 1100w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 660px) 100vw, 660px\" \/><\/a><figcaption id=\"caption-attachment-1610\" class=\"wp-caption-text\">You can see &#8220;dalisayan&#8221; getting closer to my final choice. I go back and forth from &#8220;regular&#8221; to &#8220;running&#8221; calligraphy style script.<\/figcaption><\/figure>\n<h2>Links<\/h2>\n<ul>\n<li>About Filipino burial ceremonies\n<ul>\n<li><a href=\"http:\/\/www.ichcap.org\/eng\/ek\/sub3\/pdf_file\/domain3\/072_Secondary_Burial_Rites.pdf\">http:\/\/www.ichcap.org\/eng\/ek\/sub3\/pdf_file\/domain3\/072_Secondary_Burial_Rites.pdf<\/a><\/li>\n<li><a href=\"http:\/\/www.reuters.com\/article\/us-philippines-tribe-idUSTRE6105D420100201\">http:\/\/www.reuters.com\/article\/us-philippines-tribe-idUSTRE6105D420100201<\/a><\/li>\n<\/ul>\n<\/li>\n<li>Sermons about refining fire\n<ul>\n<li><a href=\"http:\/\/www.desiringgod.org\/messages\/he-is-like-a-refiners-fire\">http:\/\/www.desiringgod.org\/messages\/he-is-like-a-refiners-fire<\/a><\/li>\n<li><a href=\"http:\/\/www.livingbiblestudies.org\/study\/JT48\/042.html\">http:\/\/www.livingbiblestudies.org\/study\/JT48\/042.html<\/a><\/li>\n<\/ul>\n<\/li>\n<li>See more&nbsp;<em><strong>Logographing<\/strong><\/em><strong>&nbsp;and Baybayin Filipino calligraphy<\/strong><em><strong>&nbsp;<\/strong><\/em>on my&nbsp;<a href=\"https:\/\/www.instagram.com\/henryrdr\/\">Instagram <\/a>\n<ul>\n<li><a href=\"https:\/\/www.instagram.com\/henryrdr\/\">https:\/\/www.instagram.com\/henryrdr\/<\/a><\/li>\n<\/ul>\n<\/li>\n<\/ul>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Ambahan about sickness and death In ancient, pre-Spanish Philippines, reading and writing were ubiquitious rather than for the elite or religious class. 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